The way I was raised, race, peoplehood, and identity were intertwined with ethics and morals.
In Teachings
It started with Jewish texts and teachings. Muslims were descendants of Ishmael, “a nation who resembled donkeys,” destined to be perpetual shit-disturbers.
Christians were sons of Esau, a bloodthirsty cutthroat who lived by the...
I was 11 or 12 years old when my school took us to the neighborhood holocaust museum (what, yours doesn’t have one?)
The rabbis warned us that the museum curators might not have the same sensibilities that we enlightened religious people did, and therefore we might encounter some pictures of...
At this point, I have left both the religion and the nationalist views I was raised with. What follows is a short contemplation on the similarities and differences between these two processes.
My journey of leaving both was primarily an emotional one. The values and beliefs of Orthodox Judaism and...
As I continue to publicize my criticism of Israel and Zionism, a specific kind of criticism has emerged from people in my life, frequently enough that it has become a pattern.
The gist of their argument is this: "We agree with you in theory that Israel is doing many terrible...
I sense a continuous state of judgment and disapproval from you towards me and my siblings, for not "doing what's right", not "thinking critically", and not "using our own judgment". We are "following the masses" and "doing what's easy and convenient".
I find this accusation absurd in light of what...
The bible, so full of contradictory statements, is a perfect setting for Rorschach tests.
It’s all just spilled ink on the page.
You see what you want to see.
You want airy fairy hippy shit? You got it.
“Sons you are, to the lord your God.”
You want dogmatic, oppressive, hardline world views? You’ll...
Some questions I had about Judaism, I got answers that worked, to a point.
There were explanations that fit within a larger framework. And as long as that framework was intact, the answers worked.
"Why does the Torah tell us to do this or that?""Because God said so."
Fair enough.
I can struggle...
My brother joins the Israeli military tomorrow.
My main emotion is sadness, which is saying a lot because I don't usually let myself feel much sadness.
Yosef is joining a special-forces unit, which means he'll be doing harder, more brutal training, get exposed to more dangerous situations, and do...
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Negativity
Last week during my therapy session, I had the sudden instinct to share my upbringing with my...
The Tree of Undisclosed Fruit
In the beginning, God created throat cancer and eye parasites and rivers for people to drown in....
On Mental Health
Mental health in the Orthodox world is a catastrophe.
It's gotten marginally better in the Orthodox community...
The Flag of Conflict
Even in this time of crisis, I am incredibly conflicted about the Israeli flag.
I completely support Israel’s...



















